fuck it

so what if the ex-co-worker found me... I doubt she's still intrigued now.

so then....

i love when i feel it swell -----

the words swirling inside

the feelings bubbling up

the tense intensity when i hate all people and only love thoughts

i can feel something coming up, about to burst, but contained, restricted, not screaming, but gazing up from the well and ready to leap out, hunger and exclamation, patient steps and stomping screams, something is coming up……….